Sunday 14 February 2010

The cure is if you let in just a little more love.

What a kerfuffle of a day. Things that should of been quick and easy in the morning got dragged out all the way into the mid afternoon.
None of it woke me up at all, it all made me more tired.
But being tired is a good thing because I need an early night tonight.
Last night was very enjoyable. Lots of wonderful conversations with wonderful people.
Some parts of the night reminded me of things that I'd rather not be reminded of, but that didn't make anything bad.
And it was a well cheap night. The first bottle of wine cost me nothing as I was owed money. Second bottle was only two fifty and after that I was on cheap beer. I even found a fiver in a pair of trousers before I came out. I like it when I forget to take money out my pockets only to find it weeks later, it never fails to please me.
What doesn't please me is when people from school who I rarely talked to say hi. It's a weird feeling because I am there wondering how they even know my name because I didn't think I had too much of a presence at school.
However, when people you like from school talk to you all night, that is a good thing.
And on my way home I saw something I hadn't thought about for a while, so I went home and did that.
Vague, I know - but do you really think I will let you into every aspect of my life. Of course not, I have to be very selective for what I disclose here.

It's Valentine's Day today. I say some kid in the shop buying roses and a bottle of vodka. He's getting laid for sure tonight, either via romance or taking advantage of a drunk chick.
I've never done anything special for Valentine's Day so I have no idea what I am missing out on, ignorance is truly bliss. I have nothing to complain about this particular day which may be surprising seems how I hate the world.
And I got my Angels & Airwaves album so that has made me happy. Even better, they were giving it away for free download. You can pay if you want to say thanks or whatever but I didn't. I'll pay my thanks if I ever go see them live.
It's a good album. At first I felt like it sounded too polished but that soon passed as it's pretty much a seamless album with a great flow. It's not as good as We Don't Need To Whisper but I always seem to love a bands earlier albums compared to the later ones. But it is still very Angels & Airwaves. I still imagine beautiful things when I close my eyes and listen to it.
I had a beautiful moment with them last year, so amazing that I am sure I will remember it forever. I was in the car with the window open on a summer's evening when the sun had just began to descend from it's height and everywhere was bathed in this golden light. I was listening to the song Heaven, and I'm pretty sure that moment was my own personal Heaven.
This new album has a song called Letters to God, Part II. Letters to God was a Box Car Racer song and I love how things link like that. I do love when things link together and cross over and come full circle.

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